Monday, 27 June 2016

Submissive Aspect Audio Episode 1

 Submissive Aspect Audio Episode 1

This week i cover the usual, what i've been up to in and out of scene, briefly go over the previous kink of the week along with a couple items from my BDSM/Kink dictionary.

In  and out of scene

i've been out of scene this week, my next session is a month away but busy as always

Kink of the week

See & @mollysdailykiss on Twitter for the latest Kink of the Week. This time round, i cover the previous kink of the week topic: Pubes

BDSM Dictionary 

This week i cover Abrasion, Asphyxiaphilia and Animal Training (pet play).

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Friday, 24 June 2016

Submissive Aspect Audio Episode 0

This is an Explicit Podcast. This is my test episode of my Submissive Aspect Audio episodes.

The idea is to put one out either weekly or fortnightly covering random kink and bdsm topics as well as talking about the kink of the week on and other random stuff.

In this episode, i briefly go over the new email address: Submissive Aspect Email the separate Twitter for the show: @subaspectaudio and a general idea of what's to come.

This episode is fairly short and it'll take a little while to find my feet but feel free to leave comments to the post and to subscribe to the show's RSS feed:

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Thursday, 23 June 2016

Blog changes and other stuff

This past few weeks have been quite crazy. i had a lovely session the other week in full femme mode which i loved and then some other stuff IRL stuff happened and i had to clear a lot of the stuff from this blog as a precaution including changing my twitter and other things so here's the changes.

New Blog Title

i amended the blog title to Submissive Aspect: From A Collard Sub and amended the description to Detailed post play session write-ups, kink blog posts and audio. my plan is to bring more than just my write-ups to this blog and having previously run a podcast, i am toying with the option of doing a small podcast to discuss the Kink Of The Week and other things going on. i also plan make a different blog or a diferent page for my sinfulsunday contributions, just for a bit more anonymity. The podcast will probably just be one you can subscribe to via RSS as opposed to being on iTunes and Stitcher but that's still in the planning stages.

Layout Gallery and blog images

i will be tweaking the layout and i need to re-add some things to the side bar but it'll probably remain largly similar but i will be testing out the other templates. Gallery wise, while i loved being able to show off some of my session photos and marks on this blog, i plan to put them into an invite only Flickr or something similar but i'll create a request form or some instructions on contacting me for access to that.

There is a lot going on at the moment IRL so i'm still trying to make time to write and contribute more in the near future. i'll be doing some audio tests in the next day or so and should put out a test audio either tomorrow or early next week and then make that a fortnightly thing. my new twitter is @melpeachsub83 so send me a follower request there if you don't follow me already.


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Sunday, 19 June 2016

Elust #83

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Welcome to Elust #83 -

The only place where the smartest and hottest sex bloggers are featured under one roof every month. Whether you're looking for sex journalism, erotic writing, relationship advice or kinky discussions it'll be here at Elust. Want to be included in Elust #84 Start with the rules, come back July 1st to submit something and subscribe to the RSS feed for updates!

~ This Month’s Top Three Posts ~

London Crows and London Kisses

I am Her. She is Me.

You Say You Want to Cook for Me

~ Featured Post (Molly’s Picks) ~

Unusual Liaison

Community. Respect. Friendship. Fucking.

~Readers Choice from Sexbytes ~

Dirty Little Secrets

*You really should consider adding your popular posts here too*
All blogs that have a submission in this edition must re-post this digest from tip-to-toe on their blogs within 7 days. Re-posting the photo is optional and the use of the “read more…” tag is allowable after this point. Thank you, and enjoy!


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Thoughts & Advice on Sex & Relationships

My Bed
Secular Submission
My therapy
from “hard limit” to “want”
We Measure the Nostalgia
The Cure and The Cause


Smut in the 6ix - Porn Conference & Gala

Erotic Fiction

Typing Errors
La Belle Dame
Sex and chocolate
The Imprisoned of HIM-HER-THEM
The Gift
Becca’s Story
Rope and Fixtures
As salty as his cum...
Dominating the Doctor

Erotic Non-Fiction

Teen Sex in Woolly Tights with 60s Beat Music
Dear Sadist: Your Cruelty Is Your Love
A male dom, the straight girl and the bi girl
Owned, Leashed, & Beaten
Jan 2015 Owned & Collared by Mistress Claire
Rinse The Days Filth Away
Power On
Keeping tally

Sex News, Opinion, Interviews, Politics & Humor

Formative Kink Epic Fail: "Buck Rogers"

Thoughts & Advice on Kink & Fetish

If it was easy anyone could do it
What's a service submissive?
Prescient Words

Writing About Writing

What if aspirational meant something else?

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Sunday, 5 June 2016

Jan 2015 Owned & Collared by Mistress Claire

This is my session where i became officially owned and collared by Mistress Claire. i love honour and obey Her to this day.


Last Thursday was my collaring by and play session with Mistress Claire. It had been nearly six weeks since i last saw Mistress and i had missed her greatly and excited about finally earning my collar. Being owned is something i’ve wanted for quite a while and this session marking a year as Mistress Claire’s sub made it all the more special. Each play session with Mistress Claire is fantastic and what followed the collaring was certainly no exception.

i arrived at the club at 1:45 which is right when i said i’d be there. The club is an amazing place and i really love it there. It’s a relaxed safe environment and quite a few people know me these days. i got my locker key and got quickly changed before heading back to the lounge and getting a drink. i initially spotted Princess Pervette and Steph at by the side of the dance floor part of the lounge but i didn’t see Mistress Claire initially so i wandered through to the back to check the dungeon was empty and then back through to the lounge where i found her sat at the bar chatting to another pretty tgirl. Mistress Claire looked stunning and had on those lovely long thigh high boots i love. Mistress Claire said that her sub was here to the person she was chatting with and said she could watch if she wanted to. Mistress Claire then stood up and walked towards me where i was patiently waiting, she smile, asked how i was and if i was ready. i replied with “yes Mistress” and she told me i’d better get into that dungeon so i walked back through with her following shortly behind me. The dungeon was empty so i disrobed as Mistress Claire when to get her bag of things and she returned minutes later with a number of onlookers peering through the door.

Mistress Claire got out the usual collar i had been using with the red lining and long chain attached, saying that she was going to put this on me first. i breathed heavier as the collar was put around my neck. We stood there for a moment, Mistress Claire staring into my eyes and then i was told to lick her boots 3 times. i got down on my knees and began to lick them, first the right and then the left and then the right one again. Starting at the tip of the boot working my way over the foot and up the length to her thigh keeping contact between the folds of the leather. Once i’d finished the third lick i was told to stand up. Mistress Claire got out my owned collar from her bag and told me to hold it in my hand. It’s a beautiful thick leather collar with two thick d-rings felt amazing and weighty. Mistress Claire asked if i liked it, i replied with “it’s a beautiful collar Mistress”. She asked if i was sure this is what i wanted and i replied with a strong “yes Mistress” as i looked into her eyes. Again, as before, we paused and she stared into my eyes and then told me she would swap collars. The old one was removed and my new collar was fastened around my neck. i felt my body tingle as the cold leather went around my neck and Mistress Claire fastened the buckle. My breaths deepened and i smiled as Mistress looked back at me. Mistress Claire then said, “there are three things you must do. You must obey, honor and love me.” i replied strongly with “yes Mistress”. Mistress Claire repeated a few more times each slower than the previous “Obey, honor and love”. We stared into one another’s eyes for a minute and then Mistress Claire said, “You are mine” and i let out a quiet moan. i was told i must not lose the collar or there would be dire consequences. Also, i reiterated that if i were to play with anyone else i would have to get her permission first and finally, i was told i don’t have to wear it all of the time, just here in the club and dungeon, at munchs and when i can. i agreed wholly to everything. That meant now i was officially owned by the amazing Mistress Claire and i promise to do as she bids and to obey, honor and love her. The collar is something special and i feel proud wearing it knowing i am owned by an amazing Mistress and i’m so happy i am hers.

A few minutes later, the long chain that had been on the old collar was attached to my new collar, the cold steel chain felt lovely and weighty as it usually does as i stood there in front of the cross. A tgirl professing to be a roleplay school gurl came into the dungeon. Mistress Claire led me over to her by the chain. This tgirl was interested in watching and had said that she’d been reading my blog which meant my writeups. Mistress Claire said to her that little girls shouldn’t be reading such things. The tgirl squirmed a little as guy who had been an onlooker came in the room and started fondling the tgirl a little. A minute later Mistress Claire pulled me over to the cross looping the chain around the top and then tied both my wrists to the cross. Mistress Claire then began to spank me hard on each cheek, warming me up. It was at least 20 or more spankings which happened twice with a pause in between as she interacted with the tgirl who was misbehaving and was told she must stand in the corner and not move for two minutes while this guy fondled her. A minute or two passed and Mistress Claire got her cane from her bag and whacked the leather bed hard which made me jump a little. Mistress Claire ran the cane up and down my already pink bottom which was warm and then a sudden whoosh and the first whack came. It was an intense sting and i tried to pace my breathing as two more whacks followed. The tgirl moved from the corner of her room saying that she’d done her two minutes and sat over on the kneeling bench where she’d sat down initially. Mistress Claire gave her a few spankings before returning to me. Mistress Claire retrieved her flogger from her bag and ran in across my ass and back and followed that with 12 good hard whacks. The slight sting from the leather edges and that amazing feeling as the leather thudded against me. A minute or two later it was 5 more hard cane whacks, whooshing each time. My ass was stinging quite a bit, it had been awhile and i was breathing heavy to keep focus on counting them. Back with the flogger, Mistress Claire whacked my back fast and hard at least 30 times but i was told to stop counting mid way through. My body tingled and i breathed heavily not knowing what would come next. Mistress Claire followed with the cane, each stinging a little more each time as she whacked up and down my ass. The whacks towards the top stinging more and my body began to twist as i counted out 35, 36, 37, 38. i wasn’t sure how much i could handle. Mistress Claire was watching me carefully and knew i was close to the edge and paused again. The tgirl was told to stroke my legs and body as i was tied there to the cross. My body tingled with the first touch as she worked her hands up and down my legs, over my ass and the small my back. It was a pleasurable experience and i could feel my cock become a semi but the time she had finished. After she was told to sit back down what followed was twelve hard flogs leaving a warm dull pain. During the flogging Louise came in to check on me. i didn’t reply to her comment of the Seahawks being doing well again. Mistress Claire asked if i wanted to speak to Louise and then granted me permission, telling me to talk shortly after i counted 50. Mistress Claire asked her how the marks looked and how many more should i have, reminding her that she gave me more whacks last time because Louise said they weren’t as red. Louise replied with 70, meaning only 20 more but of course it was taken as 70 more. Mistress Claire teased me asking how many more i should have and i dutifully replied, “it’s up to you Mistress”. “Fifty-one, Mistress, Thank You” as the next set of cane whacks followed and again i started twisting as i counted 63, 64, 65. Again, what followed was a pause, letting the stinging settle some and as soon as it had slightly subsided the 66th came and i kept my calm, gritted my teeth and the occasional grunt as it twisted a little at the 75th. The next ten where hard flogs, again dissipating the sting but strengthening the dull pain in the background as my ass radiated heat. The cane returned for 85 at varying strength and speeds and places, at one point catching my thigh. The last in this set were fast and quick up to 100. At the end of that set i tilted my head through the cross breathing heavily. i was kept there on the cross, recovering and not knowing what would happen next. A surprise was what came next, a further 10 hard whooshing whacks with the cane again twisting for the last 3 or 4 and ended with the 110th whack.

Mistress Claire left me to recover on the cross for a minute, Louise looked at my stripes and then sat back down as Mistress Claire untied me. i was then moved over to the bed and told to recover for a minute. The tgirl was busy kissing etc a guy on the end of the bed. A minute later, i was told to stand up and Mistress Claire said she would parade me around. She turned me around and secured my wrists with rope and looped it through the 2nd D-ring in my collar with my wrists pulled forcing an upright posture. The rope was nice and snug against my skin and the loops to the D-ring brushed against my back and there was a gentle burn as my muscles were slightly strained. Mistress Claire then walked me through with my chain over her shoulder at a short lenght. We entered the open play room and i was sat down on the leather bench which was on top of the cage. We watched for a moment, went back through to the bar which was fairly busy. We paused and i was told to kiss Louise which i did and then i was taken back through to the dungeon and Mistress Claire had me sit on the bed for a few minutes. Mistress Claire had me stand up again and slowly untied me. i asked permission to check the time, which was granted, and the chain was removed from my collar.

i walked through to the lounge/bar area holding my head high as i was eager to show off the collar if no one had noticed it earlier. Princess Pervette saw and congratulated me which felt great. i walked back down the hallway to the dungeon where Mistress Claire was waiting. i said i had an hour before i needed to go. Mistress Claire told me to get on to the bed as she got out her purple strap-on. i climbed into the leather bed and lay flat face down. Mistress Claire got out some rope and tied my hands behind my back, again using the D-ring in my collar and hoisting my hands up. i was completely helpless as Mistress Claire climbed on top of me and worked the strap-on all the way inside me. My continued plug training had paid off as there was no discomfort as she thrust in and out of me. Completely helpless, Mistress Claire smothered me and growled in my ear which she bit causing a slight sharp pain. i couldn't move and it felt amazing. i was pegged for awhile and there were a few onlookers popping their head in the door. Eventually, Mistress Claire slowly pulled out of me and a guy came into the room. Mistress Claire asked if he wanted his cock sucked so he came to the edge of the bed after saying yes and parted his robe exposing his cock. It was fairly thick and 5 or 6 inches long. i wriggled in position and sucked him. There was the usual initial tang taste and just did my best to take as much in as i could and work my tongue some. He did get hard and his breath shortened some and then he pulled away and then left the room.

i recovered for a minute laying there hopeless and then Mistress Claire had me sit up. She tied some red rope around my cock and balls add then ran the rope between my legs fairly taught, securing it to my tied wrists. Reattaching the chain, Mistress Claire had me stand and she paraded me as before. i love being paraded as Mistress Claire shows me off and everyone sees she has control of me. i feel proud, a little humiliated but in a good way and all my focus is on her. We walked back to the group play area which was quite busy. A tgirl, this time, took up the offer of having her cock sucked. . Similar to the other one in size. i knelt before her and did my best to keep rhythm. The tgirl said to Mistress Claire that she had trained me well. i did rather well with my sucking rhythm which Mistress Claire commented on and i didn't gag once. i was eventually let up and Mistress Claire walked me back through to the lounge/bar area. We immediately spotted the beautiful Steph at the bar as Princess Pervette was getting ready to leave. Princess Pervette commented on me tied up and tethered to Mistress Claire saying it was very sweet which made me smile. Mistress Claire asked Steph if she wanted her cock sucking. Steph turned to me and smiled a devilish grin and said yes, she'd be along to the dungeon in a minute.

Mistress Claire led me back to the dungeon and we waited for a few minutes until Steph arrived. Steph stop before me in front of the bed. We kissed flicking our tongues back and forth. She inspected my collar telling me it was a nice one. Steph pinched my little nipples hard and told me to kneel down. Her beautiful cock was pretty hard already. i tried to relax my throat and took all that i could of her in my mouth. i occasionally gasped for air letting it fall out of my mouth and then licking at the tip for a second before taking it in my mouth fully and eagerly. This happened twice, the second more eagerly than the first as her hard cock glistened. Steph touched the back of my head, pushing me onto now her fully erect cock. The first few i managed without gagging. i gagged a few times but tried to remain calm. A couple times her cock bent at the back of my throat. This went on for a few minutes and then she grabbed harder thrusting her cock in and out of my mouth as deep as i could take it. i tried hard and although clearly i need practice, Steph let me up and had me stand. She repeatedly said "Good boy" and kissed me a few more times, told Mistress Claire i had done well and then left the dungeon. Mistress Claire sat me on the edge of the bed to recover and allowed me a drink of my can of soda.

Mistress Claire untied me and i asked permission to check the time and Mistress Claire led me through to the lounge and then back to the dungeon. i had another twenty minutes spare. Mistress Claire got a length of rope to tie me up some more with a little rope practice. i love being tied up by Mistress Claire. About ten minutes later Louise came into the dungeon to tell me it was ten to four as i'm usually away earlier. Louise is great and looked amazing as she always does. She's always looking after me which is greatly appreciated. After about 5 more minutes Mistress Claire untied me from her intricate rope work and it was time to leave the dungeon. i thanked Mistress Claire a number of times and she gave me a gentle kiss before letting me go.

i went to get changed and got dressed quickly. Mistress Claire came into the locker part of the club and reminded me the rules about being collared and i thanked her again. i kept my collar on as i said i wouldn't take it off till i got to work. i feel proud wearing it and that it's something special and very happy that i have an amazing Mistress.

Being collared is something very special and i feel very proud that i have earned my right to be collared and that i am owned by an amazing Mistress who provides all i could want and more. She’s fantastic, inventive, beautiful, very knowledgeable and i feel very happy being hers.

The play session following my collaring was truly amazing. i have a lot of work to do in practicing my oral skills and have since bought a dildo so i can work on that and do even better next time. Steph certainly puts me through my paces when it comes to giving a blowjob and i enjoy it when she’s part of the play session. A thank you also goes out to Princess Pervette who i admire and was thankful of her congratulating me on being collared.

Thank you Mistress Claire for collaring me, for being my owner and being a fantastic Mistress, i obey, honour and love you.

Your obedient sub

Dec 14 Session - Mistress Claire

Below is my December 2014 Session with Mistress Claire, the last one before being owned and collared by Her in January. my love for impact and rope play certainly coming to life in this one and one of the few times i've been late to a session with Her. There's also a photo at the bottom of me hog-tied on the leather bed. If your enjoying reading these, feel free to comment on this post.

Cheers x


Last Thursday was my December play session with the amazing Mistress Claire. i’m so proud to be her sub. i arrived at around 1:40 which is early for me though upon arrival Louise, who spotted me as i came in said i was ten minutes late and that Mistress Claire was going to take out her anger on me. i got the locker key and a coke from the bar and then headed to the locker area and i saw Louise, just down the hallway, talking to the beautiful Mistress Claire. She was in a lovely PVC outfit and those long PVC boots i like so much. Upon opening my locker, Mistress Claire came in and said “You’re late, hurry up and get ready!” i undressed as quickly as i could and had a quick sip of my coke before locking the locker and heading out towards the bar area to try and locate Mistress Claire. i saw Louise at the bar who i playfully tsked saying that she’d got me in trouble. Louise has a wonderfully wicked sense of humour that i love. She said that Mistress Claire was waiting back in the dungeon so i started to walk down the corridor to the dungeon aka the bondage room. The anticipation grew as it always does as i passed through the bead curtain and to the open door.

Mistress Claire was there ready for me. i stared into her eyes so she knew she had my attention. A few minutes later she retrieved the collar with the long heavy chain from her bag and put in on me. Having the collar on means a lot. It means i’m hers, under her control and that play is about to begin. Mistress Claire carefully twisted it around so the chain was at the front and then told me to get on the cross. Facing the wall i leaned on the cross with my arms up as Mistress Claire tied my right wrist with rope securing it to the cross and then my left with the same length. i began to breath slightly heavier unsure of what was going to happen next. Mistress Claire stroked my body a little with her hands and leaned herself against me, proving how helpless i was and affirming her dominance over me. It was also a very intimate feeling. Mistress Claire then said “You're going to get marked, you want to be marked again don’t you?”. i replied with “Yes Mistress, some marks”. She replied with a loud “Good!”

A minute or two later Mistress Claire began to warm me up with a number of hard spankings, alternating cheeks, fast and slower until my ass began to sting and feel warm. She got out her cane from her bag which i had spotted earlier and began to whack me and i counted out loud. The first couple were light wacks where i heard only a very faint woosh and the sting was familiar. The whacks got progressively louder and i stumbled my response after each number from one hit saying “(number) thank you Mistress” to “(number) Mistress thank you”. There was a brief pause after the 10th whack with the cane. All of a sudden a lovely hard hit with the flogger startled me, increasing my heavy breathing. The weight of the flogger felt amazing as i counted them out until the 15th when the cane returned. A nice whoosh sound came as i was whacked 5 more times. Managing to catch my breath in whatever break there was. Mistress Claire asked how many i wanted. Remembering from November’s play session Mistress Claire saying i was going to the 100, that was the number i came out with. “Oh, you want a hundred do you? Are you sure?” i replied with a loud, “Yes Mistress”.

A minute later, another whoosh from the cane making me wince a little with each whack. Some harder than others, my bottom stinging as i reached number 30. The flogger was used again, thudding against my ass for further ten. “Your ass is barely red!” Mistress Claire said as she stroked it. She rubbed the paddle from her bag on my back and my ass and gave me 10 stinging whacks, the last couple in the middle of my back. Mistress Claire then said “You never know when or where or with what I’ll hit you, do you?” My response was “No, Mistress” She replied with a forlorn sounding “No” and then laughed. Fifteen cane whacks followed, stinging each time as i did my best to calmly count out each one. then five more flogger making it 70 whacks so far. “You going to make it to 100?” Mistress asked. i tried to confidently reply with “Yes Mistress” though unsure how i might endure the last 30. Five more flogger came quick quickly, and 10 paddle which cracked against my ass. There was a brief pause and then the cane again, the first 7 at the same pressure as before and the last 8 a little harder. Heavily breathing, my as stinging and warm, i proudly said “100 thank you Mistress”.

Mistress Claire left me on the cross for a minute or two and then untied me, turned me around and told me to sit on the edge of the bed. i sat there for a minute as she retrieved a smallish length of white rope from her bag. “Stand up and put you hands behind your back” she said, walking towards me. Mistress Claire secured my wrists behind my back and told me to sit back down. She retrieved her strap-on and said she was going to check if i’d been training enough. i was made to stand up and then lean over on the bed with my feet on the floor spread apart. With a little work she entered me quite easily once it got past the entrance. “Congratulations” Mistress Claire said as she thrust in me. “So helpless and like a girl getting fucked”. i enjoyed Mistress Claire pegging me, it was an interesting mixture of discomfort as i was tied up, helplessness and the nice feeling of her strap-on inside me.

About 5 minutes later, i was let up and told to sit on the bed again. Mistress Claire got out some more rope and tied it around my cock and balls firmly. She had me stand and put the rope over each shoulder and secured it to my still tied wrists. “Time for some humiliation” Mistress Claire said as she pulled me close by my chain and then walked me out of the dungeon. We walked down the hallway and into the bar area. There were about 10 people in the bar at the time and a group of tgirls sitting in the sofa area. “Does anyone want their cock sucked by my sub?” Mistress Claire asked. There was some reluctance and excuses of it being a long day. Mistress Claire took me into the smoking room with the pole and asked in there, and again the answer was “No thanks”. She asked the people at the bar, people in the hallway as we wandered down the hallway to the back group play rooms. We paused for a moment and everyone else was pre-occupied so we made our way back to the dungeon where we found two tgirls playing together. Both were quite pretty and ones i’d not seen before. They were kissing and the one on the right was stroking the other’s cock. Mistress Claire asked them and the one on the right agreed and sat on the edge of the bed so i could get to it easier.

The last time i had sucked a cock was a little over a year ago, mid-December 2013 to be exact. i wasn’t phased with what i was about to do again, just out of practice. i kneeled in front of her and took her cock into my mouth and began to suck her off. It was that rubbery feel i remembered and i’d remembered about moving my tongue on the back of the head. She seemed to enjoy it as i did my best to rhythmically bob my head though only taking it in so far and not to the choking point. i wasn’t down there long and she didn’t finish in my mouth but she’d had enough i guess.

Mistress Claire had me stand up and then walked me back out of the room and back to the back play rooms. We stood and watched for a minute but there didn’t seem to be any takers. We wandered back and happened upon this pretty tgirl called Steph whom i’d played with once about the same time last year. Mistress Claire asked her and Steph gave me a smile and beckoned me into the room with a finger motion. The room primarily is a massive leather bed with about 2-3 fee from the edge to the wall and the door. She leaned back on the edge of the bed and released her already hard cock from her panties. This one was longer than the other but i was eager to please Mistress Claire and Steph so i dropped to my knees and leaned forward taking her cock into my mouth. It slid in and out nicely and after a few bobs, Steph touched the back of my head and pushed her cock deeper into my mouth. It was a little overwhelming at first and i did gag by the 3rd bob but persevered a tried to relax about the gagging. Saliva was pretty much all over my chin at this point but it was good training. i gagged a couple of times and then with her cock still in my mouth, Steph pushed me so my back was against the wall. She stood and with her hand on my neck began to fuck my mouth. It was intense and although i gagged here and there i was really having my mouth fucked like i’d seen so many times in all that porn i watch. i was eventually let up for air and my head tilted downward as i dribbled and pushed out all the saliva in my mouth onto Stephs hand who then wiped it on me. My eyes were watering and i was sweating but hands were still tied behind my back so there was little i could do. Steph and Mistress Claire seemed pleased with my performance which made me happy.

Mistress Claire took me back down the hall and into the dungeon. Mistress Claire stood in front of the cross and i stood in front of her. Still recovering from the cock sucking my head was stooped a little and mouth open from breathing. She put her hand under my chin closing my mouth and lifting my head so my eyes met hers. Mistress Claire had me move onto the cross again with my front facing outward. She picked up the cane and gently rubbed it over my cock, whacking it gently so it was hard. She stroked me and edged me though i didn’t cum, i think i was pretty close.

She smiled and then untied me apart from my wrists and took off my collar so I could lay on the bed and be tied up. She tied around my wrists and over both of my shoulders and secured my hands higher up my back and then secured my legs so i was hog tied. Mistress Claire’s rope felt wonderful against my skin as i lay there helpless and unable to move. Mistress Claire then put a couple of clothes pegs on my toes which made me space out a little more. Distraction pain always has that kind of affect. i love being tied up.

A few pics were taken and then after a little while and my hands were getting a little numb so Mistress Claire untied me and had me sit up slowly. After a few minutes of recovery, i asked permission to check into work which was granted. i was pretty quick and back in the dungeon a few minutes later.

Mistress Claire put my collar back on me, secured my wrists in wrist collars and then secured all three together by the chain clasp. Mistress Claire then led me back through the entire club asking everyone if they wanted their cock sucked. We spotted Louise in the bar aread and i was told to kiss her passionately which i did. Louise turned me to look at my ass marks and said it wasn’t as bad as last time.

We walked back through the corridor to the back room There was about 6 people playing together. i was stat on the leather bench with a cage beneath it for a few minutes. Mistress smacked the ass of one of them and groped her for a moment before we then wandered our way back through to the dungeon.

Mistress Claire then removed my wrist cuffs and put me back on the cross. “Louise said your marks aren’t as bad as last time, we’ll show her” Mistress Claire said as she retrieved the cane from her bag and i leaned against the cross. Whoosh went the cane and that familiar sting but a good hard one. My ass was still tender from the first 100 so this stinged a bit more than before. Wincing some but managing the first 6 or 7 were a second or two apart, giving me time to recover. The next few a bit quicker. My body started to tense up as the sting was intense. The last 10 making it 20 were fast and quite hard. i struggled to maintain breath and keep calm. My body tensed up more and more with each whack twisting some hoping for a respite but there was no let up. i very nearly said the safe word. i was pushed close to that limit, my mind unable to keep control. After the 20th my head leaned through the cross breathing very heavily.

i was slowly led back to the bed and sat down to recover for awhile. Mistress Claire and i chatted a little about ownership. She asked to confirm i still wanted to be collared which, of coures, was a resounding “Yes Mistress” and it was agreed she’d buy one for me. Mistress Claire slapped my thigh occasionally, keeping my attention as i slowly came down from the play session.

We checked was time it was and we had some spare time left so Mistress Claire practiced some Chinese Rope Art on me, and tied me up similar to the ones here: i love being tied up as you all know by now so this was a fantastic finish to the session.

Running out of time and out of rope, i was untied, thanked Mistress Claire repeatedly and then left the dungeon to go get dressed.

i had an amazing session with Mistress Claire and so proud being her sub! She’s fantastic and i’m so excited about being collared by her next month! i learned a lot this session and will work on my responses some more, my blowjob skills for next time. Pleasing Mistress Claire means a lot to me so i am so proud to say i’m her sub.

Thank you so much Mistress Claire

Your sub.

Saturday, 21 May 2016

Nov 2014 Session - Mistress Claire

Below is my post session write-up for November 2014. This was the first time being whacked with the cane. It's a wonderful instrument of torture, one i have truly grown to love. There's also some lovely bruises and stripes on display in the photos at the very bottom. Enjoy.


Last Thursday, the 27th was my monthly play session with the amazing Mistress Claire. Mistress Claire is a wonderful Mistress and i enjoy every minute with her. i had contacted her a several days before the session about how we’ve had a no or minimal markings rule in place for our play for awhile now. i wanted to amend the rules some to where some small markings lasting a few days and maybe one larger one lasting longer for a couple of reasons. Firstly, because i wanted to allow more things to happen in the dungeon and so Mistress Claire could do things harder if she wished. Secondly, simply because i enjoy having something to remind me of the play for a few days and i know i can’t be properly marked given my situation but this is the next best thing. i asked if this was ok with her and and she said yes and that her cane might do the trick nicely. So, i knew i was in for some intense play as always and the anticipation had been building ever since.

Through the whole month, i had been training hard with my plug, wearing it initially 4 hours a day and then for the last week between 6 and 8 hours a day. i enjoy training, knowing that i would please Mistress Claire if i did well and with threat of her whip, there’s no chance i wasn’t going to train hard. As it happens, no pegging took part in play this month but i was prepared for whatever might happen.

i arrived earlier that usual at the club because of some work routine chances. The beautiful Princess Pervette was there having her monthly waxing on the pool table in the centre of the room. i had a bit more of a glance this time though not fully as it just wasn’t my place. i got changed into my robe quickly and went back to the bar area to buy a coke and had a brief chat with Louise who was at the bar. i checked the time and then proceeded to the back rooms to find Mistress Claire. She was, of course, in the dungeon room and there were two other people on the bed. A cute tgirl called Georgina giving another one a blowjob. Mistress Claire was spanking both of them some and then she noticed me and broke away to come and stand in front of me.

Mistress Claire gave me a smile and a commanding look and asked if i was ready, i replied with a strong “Yes Mistress”. Mistress Claire then got my collar out of her bag with the heavy chain attached and put it on me. i smile even now thinking about when i’m wearing my collar, it’s something special and i know there and then things are about to start. Mistress Claire then instructed Georgina to suck me which she obliged, kneeling before me sucking and fondling me. It didn’t take too long to get a little hard but as i’ve mentioned before staying hard is sometimes a bit of an issue if i lose concentration. Mistress Claire spanked me hard a number of times to start warming me up. A short while was Georgina was servicing me, Mistress Claire demanded that i cum but try as i might i couldn’t quite get there but Georgina was very good at sucking me off. During this, Mistress Claire had been spanking and paddling the other tgirl on the bed. She gave Georgina the chain and went out of the room for a minute. Georgina wrapped the chain through my legs and around me a little. The wonderful cold steel of the chain felt wonderful against my skin.

Mistress Claire returned moments later and picked up her cane brandishing it in front of me and told me to suck it, putting the tip towards my mouth. i began to suck and lick the end which pleased Mistress Claire and then i was directed to get on the cross. i was given a number of harder spankings to get my bottom warmed up for what lay ahead. i leaned against the cross and my chain was passed through the middle and secured to the cross.

Mistress Claire told me i would receive 20 whacks, maybe fast, maybe slow. i love the way Mistress Claire does this so you're unprepared for when and where you’ll get hit. The first whack was a slightly startling sharp sting but dissipated quickly warming my bottom. The first few were random and slow and then a regular succession through to around the 13th. The pain was sharp and very intense which made me breathe heavily trying not to clench my bottom in anticipation. Then the last 7 came fairly quickly. i found it easier coping with a slight recovery time than faster ones and she hit harder the closer to 20. The last few were very intense and i thought that i was getting close to saying my safe word but i would’ve managed a further 5 or so whacks before hitting that point. My bum was radiating with heat, or so it felt as it throbbed slightly. i was please with how well i coped as was Mistress Claire.

It was maybe 5 minutes before it was time for the next set. This time 10 more. Mistress Claire instructed me to count them “One Mistress, Two Mistress etc”. The whacks got hard quite quickly, my bottom still stinging a little from the first set it as more intense but i had adjusted a little and knew more of what to expect. The hits were again random, fast and slow but i clearly and loudly counted. The final three in this set were quick and hard sending me panting and ever closer to my limit and again i probably could’ve coped with maybe 5 more before hitting that limit. i was allowed to recover for a few minutes and then Mistress Claire said i would be tied to the chair. She told me to go it on it which i did carefully. The cold leather cushion on the chair was a welcome relief to my warm stinging bottom. i sat there for a few minutes to recover and Mistress Claire said how impressed she was and said she was thinking of giving me more. Mistress Claire asked “What do you think?” Learning from last month it’s never a good idea to say no, and having recovered a bit and feeling brave i said, “it’s up to you Mistress”. She said she would give me another 20 and told me to get back on the cross.

Leaning against the cross again, my bottom was still warm but a majority of the sting had subsided. Mistress Claire ran her cane over my bum back and forth, there was a pause and a woosh, “One, Mistress”, i counted. That familiar sting was back again, i moaned a little with each whack. The first 5 or so in relatively quick succession made me breath heavy but i coped well with it. i winced a little around the 10th whack but my responses were still strong and controlled. There were a few more and then the next 4 were fast and hard. The sting was intense my muscles were tense and my bottom clenched. The last few were harder and intense and my breathing very heavy. i put my head through the cross breathing hard to recover. i was close to that limit and may have survived a few more before i would’ve said the safe word but glad the set of whacks were over. A number of people came in and out to inspect my stripes and then i was led over to the edge of the bed to recover for a few minutes.

i hadn’t previously been caned ever apart from very light taps from Mistress Claire but i knew that it would be a sharp short intense sting. It seems once i’m warmed up my pain tolerance goes way up but often it’s hard to know how you’ll deal with it until it’s actually happening. If you have issues coping with pain or you go all quiet and inverted after receiving a punishment check out these article and the series which i read on Submissive Guide a long time ago was about how you visualize and process the pain. . It taught me about looking at pain a different way and how i cope with it.

Mistress Claire said it was time for some humiliation and show off these markings. She tied her red rope around my cock and grabbing both the rope and chain walked me out of the dungeon room and into the bar area. The rope and chain only had a little slack so I had to walk carefully right behind her, matching her pace to avoid my feet getting stepped on. i love being shown around by Mistress Claire and there is a sense of pride. i spotted the looks from others watching me but i was mainly focused on Mistress Claire. She walked me over to the bar in the middle of the room with the pool table on one side and the dance floor on the other. Princess Pervette was there and said it was nice to see me again. i replied with a “Hello Princess”. Mistress Claire then had me turn and show off my stripes. i was moments later instructed by Mistress Claire to kneel which i did and then a minute later told to stand. i felt hers, i automatically do as soon as the collar goes on and every time i think of Mistress Claire but here tethered in the bar area reaffirmed this feeling. i am proud being hers and so happy being her sub. We stood there in the middle of the room at the bar for awhile as she talked to Princess Pervette about a filming day. Mistress Claire said she was going to go to it and asked if i would be able to. i replied that it depended on the time but i would try. The word “try” was the wrong word. “You will be there” commanded Mistress Claire and i replied with a quick “Yes Mistress”. (See Princess Pervette’s “15 Minutes” event on Fetlife). Princess Pervette then said she’d fix Mistress Claire’s eyelash and went off to the bar to find some glue.

Mistress Claire and i remained there in the centre of the room for a little while. She told me about how she has a new slave and has ownership of him. She suggested i might want to be owned by her and that i should think it over. Mistress Claire explained i wouldn't be able play with anyone else without her permission which is the case already. i was ecstatic with this suggestion and it’s something that i am very interested in doing. Mistress Claire explained that there was no pressure and entirely up to me but something i might think about. i said it sounded good and that i would think about it. The sense of ownership would mean i have my own collar and completely hers. i’m giving myself time to think it over but my thoughts even now, a few days later is, a definite yes but i’ll give myself more time as it’s not a decision to rush into.

Princess Pervette hadn’t returned from the main bar so Mistress Claire walked me over to the bar just in front of the entrance door. Princess Pervette couldn’t find any glue there but Mistress Claire had some in her handbag behind the bar. A number of people were coming and going from the entrance so we had to shift a few times but after a bit of fiddling, Princess Pervette did her best to fix the eyelash and told Mistress Claire to keep her eyes shut for a few minutes and that we’d have to do a trust exercise to get back to the dungeon. Mistress Claire told me she couldn’t see and i carefully led her through telling her of every upcoming obstacle and i took great care to ensure she never ran into anything or anyone. You have to go down 2 short hallways, down a step and through a bead curtain so there was a fair bit of careful directing that i had to do.

Once back in the dungeon and Mistress Claire’s eyes open again, Georgina re-appeared and Mistress Claire told me to kiss her which i did. Georgina teased me as she then kissed Mistress Claire. Georgina then began to suck me again as she had done before though with the rope taut around my cock, i got hard and stayed hard longer. She turned and rubbed her ass back and forth over my cock as i got fatter and harder. Mistress Claire got out a condom so i could fuck Georgina but i couldn’t stay hard enough to make it happen but not to worry. i can take a viagra next time to help me along with things a bit. i think if i’d managed to stay hard enough to get in her then i would’ve been able to cum. Georgina eventually left a little bit later after a bit more teasing and Mistress Claire instructing me to kiss her.

Mistress Claire took the rope that was tied around my cock and pulled it through my legs and told me to put my hands behind my back. My wrists and arms were tied and then i was told to get on the cross. She had gotten out her flogger and whacked my back nice and hard. The feel of the weighty flogger is a great pleasure and Mistress Claire said although she would like to cane me more that her decision was that was it for caning today and that she’d keep her word. She asked if i had taken a pill or something for the pain, still clearly impressed with my performance. i loved that i had done so well and pleased her. Mistress Claire instructed me to get on the bed face down which i did. It took some wiggling to get myself in the position but it didn’t take long. Louise had come back into the room to check on me and watched as my legs were tied up and then the rope secured to my wrists. i love being tied up and helpless, it’s something amazing to experience.

Louise had asked what the cane felt like. Mistress Claire gave her a relatively light whack and then a hard one that sent Louise running to the door. Louise ask was that how hard Mistress Claire had whacked me and Mistress Claire revealed she had hit me harder and demonstrated on the kneeling post with a whoosh and a loud whack against the leather. i smiled and was very pleased seeing first hand how hard she had whacked me.

i lay there for a short while and the room was empty apart from me and Mistress Claire. She said she was going to leave me there and called to anyone who wanted to come in and rape me, proving how helpless i was. Of course, no one came in and she had only popped out the door for a second before returning. When she came back, she re-checked my hands to see if they were tingling. They had only slightly been but that numbness had increased which i told her so Mistress Claire began the slow process of untying me. Eventually, when she had finished untying my feet and started on my hands, i was instructed to sit up so she could continue to untie me the rest of the way. Louise had come back into the room and i had to ask permission to speak to her. Mistress Claire granted me permission and instructed me to talk.

Louise and i chatted away about various things and how could i take the hard whacks with the cane. i briefly explained what I mentioned before about looking at pain in a different way and we had other small talk until i was eventually completely untied. i was agreed that i should check what time i had so Mistress Claire unhooked my chain and i went to the bar. It was about 30 minutes before i needed to be back at work so i quickly returned to the dungeon and told Claire the time. We sat next to each other on the edge of the bed having a nice chat about what happened with me and the running of the munch, who my American Mistress friend was and a little bit about the ownership idea. She told me how impressed she was with my whacks and that i would get 100 next time. i also mentioned that in January was our 1 year anniversary as me as her sub and she said we should celebrate with 200 whacks of the cane. i thanked Mistress Claire for the markings and the amazing time and that i would try an take a picture or two but luckily Mistress Claire had brought along her camera so she stood me on the cross and took a few pictures. It was then, sadly, time for me to go and Mistress Claire removed my collar. i said thank you a number of times and then left the dungeon to go get ready and head back to work.

This was a really amazing play session with Mistress Claire. i think the world of her and so happy and proud to be her sub! i was so pleased that i did well with the cane and so thankful for Mistress Claire’s marks. Thank you Mistress Claire for an amazing time!

Your sub,

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